15th of April 2022
Back from the lab, I'm asking my mom to drive me to the Guardian. I want to but shampoo and conditioner since it's on sale. The weird thing is, my mom just agreed with it. Oh, she want me to pump her tires and oil. That is why she is okay driving me out. Then, my uncle visited my grandma before we send her to the hometown this Saturday. He asked us why we changed her hospital from here to Taiping. Simple, we got stairs and grandma is not like before. She cannot climb up the stairs anymore. Forget to mention, my uncle gifted me a new brand scarf. Well, looked like satin, but I'll try my best to wear it even though it might look ugly on me. Hoping this time, it will be different. Please, you are expensive. Make it worth.
You are done with your first paper for today. When I'm talking about you with my mom, that you are taking the exam on that time, you texted me. You seem happy, saying that, "Following the schedule, it should be end at 6 pm. But I just submitted it now. Hahaha". Just a few minutes before 6 o'clock. To be honest, it is not just you that happy on that time. I'm happy too. Not because something good happened to me. But, thinking that you go to me first, after your exam, telling this with laughing is already made my day. This morning, you texted me. At first I thought that you are doing okay. But then, I don't know, you are not laughing anymore in your texts. Should I need to give you space? Should I need to say comfort words to you? Should I make a joke so that you will laugh and forget everything that stressing you out? I don't know. We are too far from each other. And for now, I cannot read what is on your mind. But, no matter what, I want you to know, it will be fine. Everything will fall back into their places it that is where they are supposed to be.
My dad took a bus to go back to his hometown. He just got five off days. And I will follow him tomorrow because today, I still need to enter the lab and do some experiment. I don't know if I should go before sahur or after sahur. Because if you ask me, I want it to be before. Even though there is not many cars since it is weekend. I don't know. Now, I need to go back home, pick up my mom and go back to the Anika's Clinic. Collecting my grandma medicines. Then, I'm gonna drive to Pasaraya Kucing to buy their food and litter. And I need to start analysis my data for the whole week. Because I need to spare my time to create my proposal for the new grant. God, let me be genius for a while.