21st of April 2022
Today started as usual. I am the first one that woke up for sahur and took a fresh shower. Then, I discovered unknown liquid in front of mom's sewing machine. I think it was a vomit. My cat's vomit. The color is quite like urine, yellowish but thick. I do not know whose vomit is it, but I guess it was the vomit of Belang. My cat that I assumed is pregnant. But lately, I cannot deny that she does not look like a pregnant cat. She has a big tummy but at the same time, she is skinny. If you touch her back, you just feel nothing other than her bones only. This morning, she did not eat anything. Does she really sick? She always want to stay on my bed. Maybe because it is quite warm. And I am afraid that it is the sign that she might be gone soon. I am afraid that my gut is right this time.
It is my best friend's birthday. I wishing her last night. But up till now, she did not reply on my wish at all. Did something is happening to her? Did I ever make something wrong towards her? Did she mad at me? I am starting to overthink everything. The thing is, I wish in our group. Group of best friends. But my another best friend also left me hanging. Too busy? I do not know. Trying to absorb every positive thinking here. However, I wish the best of you. Hoping the partners that you choose right now, is the one that you will choose every single day of your life, forever. Hoping your partners will treat you better than anyone else that you have ever known. Hoping that you will get the family, the house, the car that you secretly dreaming of. Hoping that whatever happened in your family, especially your parents, will be resolved soon. Hoping that you will get your favorite job. Hoping that you are blessed with a lot of thing. Hoping that no matter what kind of waves that struck you, you will still keep swimming. Hoping that you never give up on yourself. Hoping that you will put yourself first above anything else. Hoping that you will be happy even you are far from me. Hoping that we will always be best friends till the end to our lives.
I was hanging out with my other best friend, yesterday. Trying to pick the best birthday' gift to our second favorite woman in this world. Since it will be Eid soon, we a trying to pick scarf or maybe telekung. Because this two, you can wore it, no matter what size it possess. We went to the Central I-City. Not too crowded, because it is still in working hours time. So, most of the people still stuck in their offices. The scarves are really, really beautiful to me. Maybe that is why the prices is like heaven. We were too confused to chose, so we decided to buy the telekung from Siti Khadijah. Hoping that she will like it and wore it during Eid or ever Terawikh. I love you forever my Facebook's fiancee.