22nd of April 2022
Having the best conversation for this month with my best friends. We talked about life till the end of the day. I texted to you about it. Not because you need to know every movement of my life. But I just want you feel that you are important in my life too. I informed you that I want to hang out with my friends last night. I don't know why, but you seem to feel uneasy about it. You told me that why I'm telling you about this. Because this thing is too general to you. I thought you just saying that I always have time out with my friend is too general to you. So, I confront you. Turns out, you want to know more. More specific. Is it jealousy, or caring too much or not trusting me at all, I don't know. But, thank you.
When me and my best friends hanging out, one of us will be having too much story to share. And that one, obviously not me. I'm okay. I love to hear her story. Her life. Among us, she is the extroverted one. She told us that she might be married in October. Two months earlier than what she and her partners planned. I can see the happiness in her eyes. She cannot wait to have a new chapter in her life. I'm happy for her. She also got a new job, at Maybank. Such a cool career for me. Of course I'm jealous. They seem like having a good future in front of them. While me, I don't know. Too scared to even imagine about it. My other best friend told us that she started to have a good progress in her relationship with someone, at Seremban. I also noticed that her face light up when she told about him. I don't know, I never meet him, but deep down, I think that he is a nice person. I'm happy that, people that are so nice like her are having someone that also might be nice too. I will pray for her. That she will get someone who really, really deserved her. Look like God has a great plan for us. Trust in him. Even some of us might be ended with heartbroken, I hope that we still have each others. Because before we meet our partners, we met each others first. We are first. No matter what will happen in the future, we are first. We are together.
I almost hit someone with my car last night. That Indian couple just crossed in front of my car from my right. They want to enter the intersection on my left. At that time, I was pressing my oil's pedal. Trying to be faster that the lorry beside me. I know he might not see me coming, but what he does is totally wrong. If I honked them at that time, they might fall from their motorcycle. Or even worse, under my car. Luckily, his wife noticed my car and told her husband. But the way he avoided my car also dangerous. They might fall by themselves. God, protect me from any dangerous thing, no matter from anyone. Even me. I'm obsessed in fast motion, but at the same time, I know, it is not good at all the time.I'm trying my best to slow down thing. Pray hard for me, please.