17th of April 2022
Like yesterday, we depart from our village right after Subuh prayer. But it is weird, my cousin's husband do not wake up for sahur this morning. Do he really like this or did something happened yesterday? I don't know, I choose to sleep early last night. Too tired, because I'm the only one that driving from my house to my hometown. My brother and his wife just fall asleep right after I drove the car out of the small road. I asked my dad, when did they fall asleep last night, my dad said that around 2 o'clock. After watching a horror movie. Great. That is why. Seems like I still be the one that will drive along the way without changing the driver. Shooting police is everywhere, another great thing for today.
I sent all of them to my house and I just shoot to the lab at my university. I need to conduct my experiment, prepare the sample right now. Because if I decided to do that after I take a rest at home, there is a very high possibility that I might just procrastinate it for tomorrow. I want to take a leave tomorrow, I want to get a full rest. Without anyone interrupting me. Including my boyfriend. Another postgraduate student is already here. Yeah, she is too diligent compared to me. I started my per-treatment. And then, I took a short break. Writing something, printing something, typing something and preparing something. I need to let it air dry for an hour or more, actually. Then, I will started the electropolymerization process. Hoping that the analysis for tomorrow will support my hypothesis. God, I forgot about my proposal, Great. Another things that need to be add onto my to do lists. Guess, I will never get a good rest tomorrow. I'm going to stress in front of my computer, thinking how to conveys my idea in the brain into the Microsoft word on the computer.
You replied my texts at 3 in the morning. Saying you are tired, fall asleep early after Isyak's prayer. Do you want to apologize or do you want my understanding? Yes, I just said that I will tolerate everything during your examination, but you cannot treat me like this. I also have works to do. A tons of works. But I still steal any time that I have to reply to you. Because like anybody else, you are important to me. You can just give me a short notice before you are gone. You should not make me waiting for you. It is exhausting, you know? Looking at the phone multiple time hoping that your name will pop up. I'm tired. Seriously, tired waiting for your texts. Just hit me up first if you are busy. Please.