18th of April 2022
I'm trying to get a really good rest yesterday after I came back home from the lab. I was sleeping for about an hour before my mom woke me up to accompany her to the tailor shop. She said that she is going to buy me a new shoes. For Eid. I know that is her bait to ask me agree with her, because it was a successful attempt. So, we went to the AEON Bukit Tinggi. Yes, there are a lot of people buying their stuffs as Eid preparation. Just like us. And we bought a lot of things. three pair of shoes, two shirts, two types of Eid cookies, two kind of food for iftar, fruits and frozen food. We spent almost RM500 in AEON alone. Then, we went to the bazaar at Andalas. Bought some food, again. That is why I'm fat.
My supervisor just called me. I choose to ignore it, then my mom ask me to answer it anyway. I tried to answer it but it is too late. My supervisor left me a bunch of texts. Saying that my samples that was running through electrochemical impedance spectroscopy were okay, overall. My bare electrode and poly(3,4-ethylenedioxythiophene) (PEDOT) modified electrode were need a fitting step. While another sample of mine, PEDOT with cobalt as dopant modified electrode does not need any fitting since it does not have any resistance (Rct). To be honest, I do not even understand what my supervisor trying to inform me. So, I'm gonna ask her postgraduate student about it later. She also asked me about the proposal for a new grant. I did not started at all. I'm not lazy, but my schedule for last week was full with experiments since I have got a wrong solution for the first part. And during weekend, I went to my hometown. There is no way I'm gonna do my works at there. I just took that opportunity to sleep and rest myself. Yes, and now, I'm crying traumatically.
Farah texted me yesterday. She said, the aircraft engineer guy asked her to go for iftar together. She was okay with it as long as I agree to accompany her to meet him. I support her, in every steps. So, I just said that I also okay with it. I will free my time for her. But then, I remember you. I want to ask you out too. But there are too many things that stopped me from asking you out. I'm afraid that your mom will be alone. I'm afraid that you might not comfortable to meet other people. And I'm afraid that you might got insecure. I don't know. I really want to meet you, celebrate the end of your semester. But I know you enough to predict your response. But, but, I want to meet you. I miss you.