07th of April 2022
I have got to present my findings this morning. First, I got into the wrong place. It should be happening in Sarjana building, not Faculty's building. Then, one of my co-supervisor forget that he has the meeting with me. So, the meeting was postponed for a couple of minutes. After all was settled, I finally got to present using a projector in front of them. I don't want to comment about my presentation. Because it obviously sucks and yeah, too many things need to be repeated yet. I don't know, at least it was in the past already. Then, I'm trying to fine one building, Inovasi's block. In that building, there is an atomic force microscopy that I can use to characterize my sample. I lost twice, finding that building when in UiTM, the building name was changed. And the first building I found during my first attempt is the right building. That weird building is the right building. Funny, really funny.
This week is a hard week for me. Yeah, mainly because of this sick presentation. But thanks to God, you are here to cheer me up. You just said "I love you" twice this week. It really made my week. Of course, I love you too. But when you said it first, it really touched me. You know the exact time to appreciate me. And you know when I need a comfort from someone else. I'm trying to understand you too. That is why I'm asking for your exam schedule. I'm planning for not texting or even contacting you during your examination. I'm scared that I might disturb your focus of your study. And when I'm telling you my intention, you disagree with me. You said that, having me not texting with you is more disturbing that texting you all the time. Yeah, you are acting childish. But I loved it. I love the fact that sometimes, you just want to be clingy with me. Of course I want to text you all the time, but like I said before, I'm should not be your priorities, and I should not let you put your academy behind. Then you just replied that, "You might not be my priorities yet, but you are one of my necessities. I need you too". God, I fall in love with you again. My god, you are so dangerous.
I'm having a really bad headache after the presentation. My head feels so heavy the I can think anything anymore. I just want to sleep. But on my way home, my friend texted me that he need my help. All of his family members, seem to feel sick and he is worried that they might catch Covid. So, he asks me to buy the self test kits for them. I'm helping them, and just straight to go home. I told you about my friend, and you seem to be a bit jealous of him. But you understand that no one in his family can go outside to buy things. And me is one of his best friends. So, I have got to help them. Furthermore, his family already knows me as his friend. And I know where his house is, so, maybe that is why I'm becoming the most suitable ones to be asked for. I guess. I will pray for their healthness. For the speedy recovery.