28th of April 2022
Today, is the first sahur without my dad. The food was from yesterday, also bought by my dad. My brother's wife still suffered with her back pain. She said that she used to lift heavy stuffs during her shift at 99 Speedmart. That is why it is important to apply a good posture in our daily life. Because once we are facing a slip disk phenomenon, no matter how much money you spend on the treatment, it will never be the same as before. I am suffering back pain too, but only when I am on my period because that is normal. We should take care of ourselves. If your cells are already old before its time, you should be worried about it, because how you are gonna survive for the next ten years?
This morning, when I was on my way to go to the lab, I hit something. I hit the orange cone. I was not driving too fast because I just exited my house, not even 250 m from my house. It was too dark, and my sight is limited. Even with my car's lamp, I cannot see any further than that. So, yeah. I hit that cone, other cars saw it too, and I just continued my driving. Too shy to check the bumper and I am confident that there is nothing on it, even scratch. I am too excited to tell the story to you. But you took a long time to reply it. So, the feeling is gone along the time. You told me that you just cut your hair. It was a good job. It is whether you actually listened to my comment or maybe it is the time for you to cut your hair. I do not know. But if you do it because of me, thank you. I cannot say it in front of your face because I am too shy to do it, but, thank you. I really, really want to spend my life with you in the future. Hoping that our names are already next to each other up there. Because I am too tired to start all over again. You are enough to me. Let us be better for each other.
Today's iftar is the saddest iftar, I have ever gotten. Usually, my dad always brings something to eat during iftar. Every single day. Even though he knows that I will mad at him if he buys too much, he still comes back home with a bunch of food. Now, we just ate chicken nuggets and lasagna. So pathetic. We though that we will go out later to eat the real food. But nahh, I am having work that needs to be send tonight and we are too lazy to move our butt at all. But then, my sister cooked. She cooked ramen. Quite spicy. But enough to make me and my mom full tonight. Do not even know what we are going to eat next sahur. But at least, there are eggs in the kitchen.