13th of April 2022
Last night, my sister with us, breaking the fast since her husband having night shift this week. Then, we planned to go to the Colek Festive around Section 4, Shah Alam. Listening to our plan, my dad choose not to go to the mosque that night. So funny. We went there and bought some food around RM40. Then, we just went through Section 7 because I'm craving for sweet drink while my dad want some heavy food before sleep. I bought passion fruit tea at Yoo Mama for the first time. It is delicious in my opinion and I need to buy it again. Some time later with you, baby, maybe? Yeah, I'm missing to go out with you. I want to be on a date with you after your final. Is it okay? Is it okay to break the fast together? Is your mom okay with it?
This morning, I drove my mom and grandma to the hospital. They have an appointment to be attend. Then, I went back home and take a rest. It such a really, really good rest. I'm daydreaming for real. Then, I'm asking my dad to drive, picking up my mom and grandma and straight to my university. Yes, my dad work from home today and I'm asking him to drive me to the lab because I know for sure, there is no parking if I just drive my car. I conducted the experiment back for the second time using the correct ferricyanide solution. Finally, the result is acceptable, for now I guess. There is no addition peaks and the voltammogram is clean with a very fine resolution. This is a great achievement. The only problem for now is why the signal enhancement in polymer is better than the signal enhancement in polymer and dopant. So, I decided to study the effect of number of cycles during electropolymerization process. Hoping it will give me some shining light tomorrow. Because I'm f*cking tired getting the things that I could not explain. For sure, I'm the cracked head that still stupid in this field.
You are busy more than usual. Because tomorrow is your first final exam paper. You should said yes when I suggested that we need to take a break this week. Because right now, you just making me waiting for you and I hate this feeling. But for now, I just choose to treat you like usual because for now the important thing is to make sure your mental state during the exam is just fine. If you are stress thinking about us, because of my spoiled brat character, and making your academy went wrong, I cannot forgive myself. So here is my gift. My unlimited toleration of your behaviors during your final exam. Just, date me after all of this end. Or appreciate me or showering me with nice words. Anything sweet.