Broken Bearing

 22nd of March 2022


            I started my day with no message from you. I guess you still sleeping at that time, since your class for today only at the late evening. I have got my own plan for today. But like we all know, God's plan is better that anyone else. I want to help that unfortunate kid that lost on his way back home, but he is not there anymore. I hope he is safe. Then, I proceed to go to my sister's school. She wants to get transferred to my old school, which is near to our house. Things got a little complicated. Let's just say that she comes here unprepared. And I hate that kind of people. Are you coming to the war bare handed only? Who are you? Witch? Even Harry Potter needs to bring his own wand. Bring your weapon, b*tch. I plan to go to my lab if I can get to Shah Alam before 03.00pm. Just planning. I get my car done at the workshop at Slim River. More affordable than here. Why? Why the car services at countryside is cheaper than the city? Is it because of the income? I'm still poor. Even poorer than certain people.

            My lab mate was declared positive Covid-19. I just met him yesterday, but not too long. I noticed that he was tired that day and sweating a lot than usual. Little did I know he is having a fever. I hope that he will be alright. This virus, will never be gone forever, and we are just adapting ourselves to live with it around us. Let me tell you something. My lab mate (the one that I'm saying right now) and his supervisor both are quite anti with the vaccine. I can't say that they are anti vaccine, since they both get the vaccine to enter the university. But if they are given a choice, I think they might choose to pass it. Even till today, both of them refused to get the booster. I'm not judging them. But you guys are the people in the science area, you  know better about how vaccines and booster work more than anyone else. Even though you are not the doctor, you might have a better understanding when reading the medical papers compared to other people. What is wrong in this elite class of people? If you are thinking about conspiracy to rule the world, or just some big picture plan to control human beings, or any initial step to start the war, it is up to you. That is the freedom of opinion. It might be true, and it might be not. But whatever it is, just put yourself, first. Remember, you need to be perfectly healthy to have a debate with other people about conspiracy later. I hope you are right, mate. Good luck with that.

             I have a little deformity at my foot's bone structure. It is called as a bunion. It is a condition where your feet has this tiny little lump under the big toe. And it will cause you pain when you used a real tight shoe. That is why pointy shoes and high heels are really not for me. It makes me suffer under the name of elegance. I do some research on it. It turns out that, you cannot get rid of bunion feet forever. Because there is a significant possibility that it will come back after surgery. Maybe that is why I always in pain whenever I wore covered shoes for hours. I thought it was okay, but when the website talked about redness and swelling, yeah, I often get the same thing too. This foot thing is hereditary, thanks dad. You make me become picky about shoes. And my shoes, no matter how expensive it is, it just live up to three months only, then damaged beyond repair. The most comfortable shoes are sport shoes with wide front. But still suffer if I'm wearing it for too long.